Total Loads Taken – 200 mark broken!

I figured I’d best do an update as to the number of loads taken from new guys so far this year after the last weekend proved to be a total cum fest as far as my ass is concerned.

After the joys of Bronx Sauna, Kink in Leeds, the Sunday evening session AND the open door I held last Tuesday, my cumulative total has jumped substantially from the 158 mark at my last count.

I’ve gone through the postings I’ve made, and counted up all the loads I’ve taken, and it runs at a total of about 45 loads in just 6 days! That’s a whopping average of 7.5 a day! I guess I really do live up to my reputation as a total barebacking cum dump.

So add the recent total to the running cumulative total and I get a new result of 203. I should point out as I always do on these sorts of postings that this is purely new loads taken, if a guy comes back for seconds or even thirds, they don’t get posted in this total. So that’s 203 new fucks this year so far, and we’re only in mid May! I’m going to try and aim for the 1000 mark before the year is out. That is now my target.

Some have asked why I keep a running total. For me it’s a curiosity. For many years I would fuck around with loads of guys, never keeping tabs on how many I had. Invariably in drunken chats with mates down the local pub, the subject of how many guys we’d fucked does often crop up, and each year I could only guess at the numbers, so I decided that in 2009 I would keep a count, so that I could place a more accurate figure on it. It also serves, I feel, to let readers of my blog get a better understanding of the sort of slut that I am, and I know that it turns many of my readers and followers on to see a running total counting upwards. There are many guys, who fantasise about doing this sort of thing, and I would like to think that for those lads who would like to but dare’nt for whatever reason they have, they could live out their fantasy by reading my blog.

On a slightly connected note, I have received some emails and text messages recently from guys who felt obliged to lecture me on my sexual behaviour, or ask me why I engage in such. I had felt that I’d explained on the blog already, but clearly I hadn’t sufficiently.

For years when I was experimenting and learning the ropes as far as gay sex goes, I had fantasised about being the kind of lad who never turned down a fuck. The lad who people talked about online, who had a reputation for being the “city bicycle”, in that everyone’s had a ride. I never thought that I’d actually ever act on those desires. Thoughts and fears of safe sex were always prevalent in my mind. I rarely used condoms when I slept with guys; the reasons for this are many. Firstly I feel bareback feels far better, secondly as a top I struggle to maintain a hard on with a rubber on and as a bottom, I find that when I’m getting gang banged for hours at a time, no matter how much lube is used, rubbers begin to hurt after a while, in bareback sex, none of this matters. Thirdly, I just love the feeling of having a guy or guys unload in my hole.

Over time, I got more and more into the bareback world, watching the likes of T.I.M and HDK videos, seeing guys take load after load, and thought “I’d love to be like that… that’s what I want.” So over time, I the fantasy become normalised, and eventually I find myself doing what I do.

“What about the risks?” I hear some of you cry. Well sure, bareback sex with multiple partners is indeed an increased risk, and as a bottom, it’s just about the riskiest thing you can do sex wise. However I accept those risks. I did plenty of research, studied the evidence, spoke to guys I know who had caught any one of a number of diseases through unprotected sex, and came to my own, educated conclusions. The possible consequences to me are worth the risk. After all, I’ve now been doing it exclusively bareback for around 4 years, and haven’t yet caught as much as a common cold from any of the guys I’ve been with. No STI’s, no diseases… I get tested regularly at the local GUM clinic, and each time, go through a routine of preparing myself for the positive results that will inevitably be returned… each time the results have all come back totally negative. A clean bill of health. I know that eventually, given long enough and enough guys, that I am certain to catch something. But my attitude to that is one of pre-acceptance and I am comfortable with it. After all, if one isn’t totally comfortable with the risks we take, then we shouldn’t be engaging in that sort of behaviour. It’s not just true with regards bareback sex; it’s true for everything in life. Mountaineers and Rock Climbers accept the risks they take, and are comfortable with it. If they weren’t, they shouldn’t climb. When crossing a road outside of an appointed crossing point, jay walking I believe our American brethren call it… if you aren’t happy with the gap you have, the speed of oncoming traffic and a whole host of other factors, you don’t take the risk to cross the road. You wait for the green man and WALK signal.

So in conclusion I do what I do because I enjoy it, and because I’m totally 100% comfortable with the risks and consequences of my actions. I hope that explains to people why I do it and my attitude to it. If it doesn’t… then I don’t know what else to say…. All I would ask is that, if you’re not happy with it… why are you reading the blog?

On a sleazier note, this Friday I’m hoping to travel to Manchester to check out a sex club there called ALERT. They hold an after party as the Basement Sauna, a place I’ve frequented on a number of occasions, and have has on average, a very good time there. I shall post more about that trip when it happens.

203 new creamy loads in my arse since the start of the year… that’s cool. Here’s to the next 200!