Nov 30, 2009
Room Number Trades Hotel - Blackpool
Having a coffee and a smoke then gonna have a few beers in hotel bar and ask some questions to find out bout best sauna's etc, then gonna hit the town for a night out and see if i can get some raw cock up my ass.
Monday 30th Nov - Trades Hotel Blackpool
As well as being available in the hotel for cock etc, i'll also be prowling the local gay sauna's - there used to be one called honeycombe not so far from the hotel, and will be in there at some point. When i check in to the hotel tonight, i'll update my blog with my room number so you guys can come on in and breed my hole. I'll have my door unlocked and be lying on my bed facedown, with black diesel boxers on with a hole torn in them and CUM DUMP written on them. You know what to do....
Nov 12, 2009
Bareback Party – Nottingham 7th November.
I don't have the time to do a detailed post now, as i'm just on a quick break from work and have to go back shortly, but do keep checking back please as the blog will be updated soon with all the juicy gossip of how it went.
Big shout out to Jonny from NI who's blog I read on the way down to Notts, and whom I then met at the party – hope you made it back to NI alright buddy. Also a huge thank you to the hosts of the event, you guys are legends in your own rights... and I cant wait to see you for the next party!
The atmosphere was friendly, the guys were totally hot, and the sex, well, the sex was sleazy and raw... just how it should be. My only regret, having to leave early in the morning as my “driver” had to return up north prematurely. Next time, i'll stay the full duration!
Proper posting on it all coming soon, real soon!
Josh x
Oct 27, 2009
7th November - A Change Of Plan - BB Party Notts
I'll be driving down with a couple of tops from leeds who are going, then spending the night getting loaded up with spunk from a whole group of tops. One of the lads heading down with me has been before and says they're really good events, with plenty of drink, sex and good times. The number of total bottoms allowed to go is limited so as to ensure a good ratio of tops to bottoms. They advertise on gaydar and say that everyone there is poz, thus taking part is at ones own risk - as a neg bottom, that is a serious turn on for me, and i cant wait to get into the sling there. My only hope is that i can surrupticiously spread the word that i'm neg so lads know they're breeding me.
This is another tick in a new box for me as whilst i've had plenty of bb with strangers at sex clubs, sauna's and gatherings of a few tops at my place for pump and dump sessions, this is the first time i'll have travelled any set distance across the country to attend a bb party which is well revered.
I think the group on gaydar is called ng2bb so check them out and try get yourself an invite if you can, it's gonna be a wicked night.
I'll definitely post updates for you all once the event has taken place, together with any little quirks of the weekend - such as, on the way down, while one top is driving, the other wants to warm my hole up by screwing me in the back on the car on the motorway!
Keep checking back folks for more updates.
Oct 13, 2009
New Mobile Number
I'm only posting this on here as my mobile was stolen the other day, and with it all my numbers. Thus i have no way of texting those of you who normally text me to hook up etc. If you read this, please can you text me, my new number is 07986 479 507.
Hope you can get in touch and we can resume our horny sessions shortly! You know who you are....
Oct 9, 2009
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Oct 5, 2009
monday 5th oct - steam complex bareback
I'll be wearing nothing except my towel, and underneath that i'll have on a pair of white boxers with CUM DUMP ripped around my hole, will be either found in one of the slings blindfolded, or lying on my stomach, arse pointing skywards in one of the darkroom cubicles. Please come along if you're in the area, its cheap to enter the sauna, and you know you wont be disappointed with my smooth tight juicy fuck hole. Slip your cock into me, fuck me bareback and make me groan and sweat. Then blast your load into my ass, or spunk over it, then push it all in deep with your cock. Any load taken no questions asked. Neg, poz, unknown, i'll take any load in my hole.
So what better offer do you want for a autumnal monday?
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Sep 17, 2009
Updates on all fronts
Firstly, I’ve finally found employment and it is going well, it means that I have more money to take my trips which I’ve talked about so much on here, Bristol, London, Amsterdam, and ultimately hopefully Berlin. On the downside, it’s very anti-social hours so I’ve not been able to get on here to update you guys on the goings on. Also, being anti-social hours, I’ve not been able to arrange many orgies or gang bangs since I started, and have taken just 10 loads in the last 2 weeks… I’m personally disappointed in that progress.
I went to Basement Sauna in Manchester a few weeks ago, it was a spur of the moment decision taken after a night out, and whilst there I managed to take about 5 loads in my arse, I also held an open door event at my house a couple of weeks back, and took in the region of 6 loads there too.
The good side of working and earning again, is that I’ve been able to start saving up, and at somepoint in the next couple of weeks I’ll be able to buy myself a laptop, which means that the blog will finally get all the attention it deserves, and you, my loyal supporting readers and fans, will be getting many many more updates on whats going on in the world of Bareback Sauna Slut.
Those of you who have added me as a friend on Facebook (Josh Langdale) – I’m greatful for your support… and as you may or may not be aware, I’ve also created a group on Facebook where readers, fans and supporters alike can gather… in due course I’ll update the group with photos, details of orgies, sex parties, and which sauna’s I’m going to be at, so that hopefully those of you who’ve messaged me asking if you can fuck me, can find out where I’m going to be and when, so that those wishes can finally come true.
The group can be found at:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/group.php?gid=135396668964
Hopefully as many of you as possible will join this group, and we can make it a real place for supporters of this page (and me) to hang out.
Well that’s about it for now, I’m on a split shift and have to get back to the grindstone – I’m there from 5pm until 1am tonight… having already done from 8am until 3pm today! I keep thinking of the money though, and the awesome adventures it will allow me to have!
Keep checking back on the blog for regular updates, my sincere apologies for not being as active on here as late as you and I would have liked, you have my sluts promise that this will soon change and the blog will become bigger, and better than ever before!
Josh x
Sep 4, 2009
Basement Manchester
Will be laid in a cubicle, high on poppers, arse lubed up looking to get fucked by any one and everyone... come and do me if you read this!!
I will be in one of the three cubicles on the right just as you walk in to the cruising part, door unlocked and open, come and fuck me raw!!! Just walk in, and do me!!
Aug 10, 2009
Weekend Of Excess
Friday night started out like any ordinary weekend does. A shower, getting changed, then a few drinks in the local gay bar. At around 11pm we ventured down to the livelier gay bar and sank a few more cold ones. My friend Nick spotted the most amazing cute guy on the dance floor, and buoyed with drink, invited him to join us.
He was called Ripley, around 19yo, 5’9” tall, clean-shaven, lovely blue eyes that were just dreamy. Dirty blond hair, two black ear rings in each ear. He was around 150lbs. Slim, naturally smooth, wearing ¾ length shorts, trainers, t-shirt and shirt over the top.
We chatted for a while, and then Nick suggested the party move back to his place. We all agreed, and at 1am found ourselves in this trendy city centre apartment, where we cracked open some bottles of wine, and Nick got out the Charlie. We lined a few lines up, and the fun started.
During the course of the night, we made various attempts at moving things into the direction of sex, however Ripley was having none of it and insisted he was straight. Although during a game of spin the bottle, we did manage to get a snog off him, and got him down to his boxers, which revealed a lovely pert bubble butt, that one could bounce pennies off. Just beautiful. My only regret is that I never got a photograph of him to share! You’ll have to take my word for it guys, he was gorgeous!
Unfortunately that’s as far as we got, despite sinking 4 bottles of Columbian white wine, and various lines a piece… the party wrapped up at around 6.30am, when we made our way home to our various places.
I went to bed around 7am, and slept through until 3pm Saturday.
Saturday
Started out with me feeling exceptionally rough, the lines and wine from the previous night running riot in my system. I did nothing all day, until around 9pm when Nick text me saying he was in the pub, and invited me down for “kill or cure”. I agreed and at 9.30pm was supping my first beer again. It went down surprisingly well, and a few other guys, including one lad called Mo who I’d chatted to on the net a few times, joined us. Mo’s a big bear of a guy, and I’d heard that he had a sling at his place just around the corner from the bar. The drink flowed with ease, and after an hour I found myself sufficiently pissed, and having a smoke outside chatting to Mo. He’s around 5’11” tall, 180lbs, big muscle kind of bear, white hair, with a white moustache. We were joking and chatting when he received a text from an unknown number, asking when he was going to fuck this anonymous person. I laughed, saying that it could well have been me (it wasn’t), and that when was he going to abuse me in his sling… he didn’t even skip a beat, and invited me back to his when the bar shut. I readily agreed, and the deal was done.
We supped a few more beers in the bar, and then around midnight headed out together to his joint. When we got in, he gave me the guided tour, offered me another beer, and stuck some bb porn on. We chatted a bit about what we were each into, Berlin, Amsterdam etc, and then he showed me his play room – equipped with hifi, big TV and dvd player, combat nets, red lights, all the lubes you’d imagine you need for a very heavy session. It was a proper dungeon in his house. We had another beer, and then he offered me some chems. He pulled out some powder, lined it up, and offered it to me. I asked what it was, and he replied that it was Ket. Now, I’ve never done it, but thought, why not!
SNIFF!!!
Done. Mo did a line or two, and sat next to me on the sofa. Within 5-10 mins, it had taken effect, and I felt wasted. He brought his cock out, and pushed me to my knees and stuffed it in my mouth. I sucked on it like there was no tomorrow, and the world around me spun. After a while, he picked me up, and marched me to the dungeon. We stripped, and he kissed me all over, licking every orifice, and tweaking my nipples. He told me to bend over the sling, and he shoved his 7” raw cock deep inside me, the K working wonders, as I never needed any lube or anything. Incredible. He fucked me hard and deep for around 20 mins, and then dumped his first load into me. He then told me to get into the sling, and offered me another line. I accepted. My head was awash, and I felt most incredibly horny.
Mo worked his fingers into me, 1…2….3….4….5…. a fist! He was now buried deep in me, working his spunk into my innards, I groaned, and sighed, and moaned… it felt awesome! After a while, he pulled out, and then shoved his cock back in again, and fucked me harder and faster as I lay in the sling in a world of my own. He groaned and howled like a pig possessed, talked about how he was going to breed me, and make me his own… I fucking loved it.
I started begging for his second load deep in me, he didn’t need persuading, and thrust into me a few final times, before eventually loading me up for a second and final time.
I got out of the sling, dropped to my knees, and took his slimy cock in my mouth, and licked it clean. The drink and drugs coursing through my veins, driving me wild with lust. When he was clean, we went downstairs, and had a beer and a smoke… the K was starting to wear off and I began to feel human again. I thanked him for an awesome night, got dressed and left – it was around 3am.
Sunday
I awoke around 10am, feeling not hung over, not ill, but on a major comedown, my body ravaged by excessive drug usage over two consecutive nights. My mate Peter text me, the guy from the 6way orgy the other week, saying he had some TIM movies for me and could he drop them around. I agreed, and asked if he wanted my arse too… of course he said.
So at 11am I was douched, showered, laid on my bed ready. He walked in, said hi, and then buried his tongue in my smooth hole. It felt awesome! He worked it around in every position, until I wanted him inside me. He turned me over, sucked my cock a bit, licked my feet (which drives me fucking wild!), and then told me to lie on the bed. He lubed up, and slid his hard throbbing cock into my boy cunt. I groaned deep as it went in, all the way to his balls and pubes. I could feel it right inside me.
Peter began to thrust it in and out, picking up the pace and stride, making sure I got to experience every inch of his raw shaft in my cum hole. I started to beg for his cum, and he asked me if I wanted it deep in me. Yes I said, I want you to cum in me so deep, that it dribbles out of me all afternoon.
He didn’t need persuading twice, and after 30 mins of the best cure for come down and hangover I’ve found, he howled out loud, and dumped yet another fucking huge load of man fuck muck deep inside my bowels. He lay on top of me, keeping his cummy cock in my hole, letting the last of the jizz dribble into me, and then he steadily worked his cock in and out a few times, packing the spunk even deeper into my guts. Naturally his cock went soft, and it slopped out of my hole. I could feel his volume of spunk inside me – it felt awesome. He slapped me on the arse, then got dressed and said goodbye. I lay on the bed a little while longer, letting my knee’s stop shaking, and my head stop spinning, before I ventured downstairs and crashed on the sofa.
All in all, an excellent weekend of excess… here’s to next weekend and Pride, and then the weekend after, there’s the LEEDS BAREBACK SEX PARTY… taking place in the city centre, from 6pm – if you are a bareback top, and want to come, get in touch!
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Jul 30, 2009
Incredible Bareback 6 Way
I got home, showered, douched, unlocked the door and lay on my bed ready. Bang on half 8, the door opened and the top with the other bottom walked in. The bottom was 5’11” tall, slim, quite muscled, very cute, dark hair, brown eyes – around 160lb’s I’d say with an amazing pert bubble butt, you could bounce pound coins off.
It started with him rimming my hole out, whilst the top (we’ll call him Neil for now) fucking him up the arse. Whilst this was going on, the door opened and the second of our tops (Stu) entered. He was around 5’9” tall, fairly young – around 22yo, average build, pretty cute too. He stripped off and made the way into the action. Craig by this point was getting fucked bent over the bed. Stu came up behind me, and slipped his cock into me. He fucked me hard for a while, before pulling out and swapping places with Neil. Neil was now fucking me raw, and Craig was getting his back door kicked in by Stu.
At this point, the door opened again and the final two tops walked in, Paul and Peter. Paul is around 6’ tall, slim; around 45 years old and hung like a donkey – a good 9” long. He’s done me a few times and I have talked about him in this blog before just never given him a name. Peter is around 50 years old, but a great looker for his age, slim, toned body (he clearly works out often), clean-shaven face, nice short hair and a good dick to go with it. This was the first orgy I’ve had with these guys where I’ve not been blindfolded, and it was great to finally see them all in the flesh – surprisingly, they’re all pretty damned hot lookers – I was expecting a few of them to be old or fat, but not one of them is! Bonus!!
Anyway, Paul and Peter stripped their clothes off and joined the melee. I was now bent over my bed, with Peter fucking me, Craig bent over next to me with Paul fucking him; Craig and I were kissing passionately, whilst the other two guys sucked each other to one side. Neil then fed his cock to me to suck on, and Stu fed his cock to Craig to lick like a lolly.
Before long, Paul had Craig on his back, legs in the air and was ploughing his cock into his hole like there was no tomorrow, I was getting my cock sucked by Craig as I knelt over him, with Peter’s cock buried to his balls in my hole.
Paul pulled out of Craig, and Stu slipped in to replace him. It was a total fuck fest.
When Stu had had enough of Craig, he pulled me to on side, got me knelt on the bed, and ploughed his cock into me, he fucked me hard and deep then announced he was going to cum. Before too long, he dumped his load deep up my hole and pulled out. Neil then slipped into me to savour the cum left inside me and fucked me good and hard.
Craig was laid on his back still getting ploughed by Peter at this point and was begging for a load too. With that, Peter pulled out of Craig, and Paul sat back on the bed, and directed Craig to ride him. Craig was facing forwards and rode up and down on Paul’s length enjoying every moment of the orgy unfolding in the room. Neil directed me to the floor to allow me to lick and rim Craig’s hole as he rode Paul’s 9” cock. Peter sat on the bed next to Paul and Neil who was fucking me pulled out, and motioned for me to ride Peter like Craig was doing to Paul. So there were now two guys sat on the bed, leaning back, with Craig and I on a cock apiece, riding them. I had one load in me already, and Craig was begging for his first one. I got up from Peter and Craig off Paul, and we swapped places. So Paul is now in me, and Peter inside Craig. Paul then picks me up, whilst I’m still impaled on his shaft, and bends me over so I am now bent double, standing up, but resting my hands on the floor – giving him an un-interrupted view of my smooth arse and his huge cock sliding in and out of me. He fucked me really hard and deep, which made me groan and moan out loud. This prompted Peter to do the same position to Craig, so there we were, two bottom sluts bent over, looking at each other getting fucked raw by a bunch of guys. Paul then swapped with Peter, Peter entered me, and Paul laid on the bed, and direct Craig to ride him again, this time they faced each other so they could kiss. It didn’t take Paul long before he announced that he was close to coming. This made Craig pick up the riding pace and he bounced up and down the entire length of the 9” bare cock inside him.
Paul began to pant and groan, and then dumped his huge load really deep inside him. Craig continued to ride Paul to ensure the spunk was buried really nice and deep in his boy cunt.
I was still bent over getting fucked by Peter, and he announced that he was about to shoot too. I began to beg for it like an impoverished person might beg for food. Peter loved it, started calling me a fucking cum whore, which only made me beg for it more, then I felt his cock swell inside me, and he howled out loud (you’ve heard me talk in other postings about a lad who howls when he cums – well this is Peter – a fantastic fuck, who, if you’re reading this mate, I cant wait for you to do me again!!) He dumped his seed inside me to join Stu’s who at this point, had left as soon as he’d arrived. Some guys do that; some hang around, whilst others make a hasty retreat after they’ve loaded a cumdump up. Personally I like it if they hang around, then get hard and go again, but then again, I’m just an insatiable spunk whore.
Craig got off Paul’s cock, and Peter unplugged me, I quickly made my way to Craig’s smooth, tight, pert bubble butt, and buried my tongue into his crack to taste the spunk as it dribbled from him – it was so sweet and nice. Neil then made his way behind me, and stuck his cock into me, got it coated with spunk from my hole, then slipped it into Craig, mixed it with the spunk in his hole, then fed it back into my arse. He did this for a while, ensuring the juices from both our holes were inside both of us.
The party continued for a little while longer, until ultimately all the tops had dumped a load in both Craig and I and they were totally exhausted. The room was very hot temperature wise and was filled with the stench of sex, hard, raw bareback sex. There were sweat and sex stains on the sheets, and we all collapsed into a tangled heap of limbs and bodies. Man jizz trickled from Craig’s arses, and mine and a stray hand or two would finger the spunk and feed it back into us. Or take it from one of our arses, and feed it to the other bottoms mouth to savour. It was incredible.
The tops eventually dressed and made their escape. Craig, Neil and I chatted for a while, and I became formally introduced to Craig. Turns out that he is actually straight (yeah right!), has a girlfriend of some 6 year standing, and a young child on the way – but one of his fantasies had always been to get fucked raw by loads of guys (how many straight men have THAT fantasy!?). Anyway, last night was certainly a baptism of fire for him, and I guess judging by the smile on his face when he finally left, he enjoyed it… Lets hope there’ll be a repeat sometime soon! I got texts from all the tops involved saying how much they enjoyed it, and how they definitely want to do it all again soon!
Tonight, I may be going to a guys hotel room who I met in a club a few weeks ago. He's from Brighton on the south coast and comes to the City regularly for conferences with work. He's a bareback top (obviously) and wants to fuck me around his room - so depending on how I feel, that's my plan for tonight.... oh come on, whom I kidding - of COURSE I'm going to go... I'm unable to turn down some raw cock!
Jul 23, 2009
Another Open Door Gang Bang – Life’s Calling.
At around 8pm the door opened and the first of the guys arrived. He made me suck his cock whilst he fingered my arse and loosened me up. He’d said he was a big boy when we spoke online, but nothing prepared me for what I took in my mouth. It was about 6” long, but a good 5 inches in girth, way bigger than a can of coke, so I knew I was in for a good fucking.
Whilst I was sucking on him, The Second Guy arrived. I had no idea who he was, as there was supposed to be a few of them arriving around the same time. Anyway, this guy wasted no time in stripping off, rimming my hole out, then slipped his cock into me. I took a huge hit of my new bottle of RAGE poppers, and let him get on with using my hole raw whilst I sucked on this huge cock.
After a while, The Second Guy pulled out – he was about 7” long, and average girth, and was just enough to loosen me up for the Big Cock guy. Big Cock guy moved around to my arse, and mounted me. Putting his helmet in the ridge of my hole, he began to grind it into me. The Second Guy who’d been fucking me moved to my mouth and fed me his cock allowing me to taste my own arse juices. I took another few deep lung fulls of the poppers and then without hesitating, I thrust back onto Big Cock, forcing his cock past any resistance, and deep into my hole. It hurt like hell, but also felt fantastic. I groaned, sighed and moaned and kept sucking the dick at the same time. My head swam with the poppers.
Whilst we were doing this, I’d heard the door go again, and The Third Lad entered my room. He too stripped his clothes off and from what I could hear, stood back and watched what was happening for a few moments.
He then moved up to my arse, and slipped a finger into my hole along side Big Cock. It felt amazing! He finger fucked me, Big Cock slammed his rod into me, and I gyrated my arse and hips back and forth to match the motion and add to the force of them inside me. All this made Big Cock reach climax really soon, and before long, he had blasted his load deep into my arse, and allowed the third lad to finger it deep into my guts.
The Second Guy who I was sucking pulled away, and stuck his cock back into my now cummy loose hole, and began to work his cock into me in a circular motion, Big Cock brought his cock up to my mouth for me to suck and lick clean, it tasted amazing. Then he backed away and let The Third Lad who’d arrived last to have my mouth. I sucked on his cock and was amazed as it grew and grew in my mouth… I didn’t think it would stop growing! Eventually it was fully-grown, and he was ready for a piece of my arse.
He pulled away, and swapped places with The Second Guy who was fucking me. Second Guy came up to my mouth, and fed me some cum from my arse, which was on his cock; it tasted really sweet and nice. I love bareback with no lube because it doesn’t ruin the taste of cocks and cum etc. Third Lad entered me, and began his abuse of me. His cock was about 9” long, quite thick and he knew how to ram it home to maximum effect. At this point I was lying on my stomach, legs spread to allow guys easy access. Third Lad picked me up, turned me onto my side, and brought my knees up to meet my stomach, exposing my arse in all its cummy glory to the group. He then slid his raw cock back into me, and fucked me like his life depended on it. OMG it was incredible. I took a few more hits on poppers, keeping the bottle under my nose, and eventually my head was totally awash with the chemical high… I totally lost control. For about 10 mins, the guys all fucked me as hard as they could, swapping positions to allow each of them to enjoy my now fully exposed cum hole and marvel in the slut before them.
When I came around from the popper OD, the Third Lad was inside me again, and was about to cum. He groaned loudly, and forced his cock up me one last time, pulling me down towards him, whilst thrusting deeper into me than he had before, and emptied his balls somewhere in my guys. It was so deep, that I could practically taste the spunk!
When he’d gone soft, he let his cock naturally slip out of me with a squelch “pop” and then the Second Guy who had yet to cum, re entered me, and moved me back into the face down, on my stomach position. He fucked me hard again, holding my arms out in front of me, whilst another of the guys fed me poppers. All the while the Second Guy fucking me was calling me a whore, a fucking slut, the greatest cum bucket these fair isles have seen. He said how he was going to make me his little faggot. That I knew what I wanted.
It was great, then before long, he howled like a wolf would at a full moon, and blasted a fair few wads of jizz deep into my hole. It felt great. My arse was swimming with spunk. It’d only been three loads (small fry compared to the sauna sessions), but each load had been a full load… so there was plenty of seed in each one… and it was ALL now swimming inside me, slowly being absorbed into my system. Fucking great!
They got dressed, and left the room one at a time, the door closing behind each one. By the time the last guy had left, I was exhausted. The poppers were strong, and my head was swimming even though I wasn’t high on them any more. I lay back, slipped a couple of fingers into my moist, warm, sloppy hole, and spent the next half hour fingering my hole and enjoying all the spunk that was in there. It may sound superfluous to say this, but when I’ve got an arse full of spunk from random strangers is when I truly am at the happiest in life. It’s what I was born to do. I’ve finally found my calling, and I’m loving every moment of it!
Jul 13, 2009
Acting Out Fantasies
If you're into the poz breeding scene you'll know that one of the best ways to ensure the bug holds, is to prepare the bottoms arse with a tooth brush until there's a tint of pink on the brush bristle's, then fuck away for ages before loading the hole up with spunk... right?
For ages now I’ve fantasised about taking the final step and going for broke, but for whatever reason I’ve not acted on it. Anyway, after the last few weeks, and various fantastic fucks with random guys, and not to mention a great session at Steam this Saturday just passed which saw me take a further 7 loads at KINK, I decided to finally go for it.
Or rather, lust took over, and the decision was made for me.
Sunday morning saw me somewhat hung over and tired from the antics at KINK, when I got a text from a guy I know. I’ve fucked with him before, but never purposely prepared my arse etc. It’s just always been normal bareback (as if bareback is classed as normal – is that how far I’ve come!).
“Hey mate, I’m in Leeds this afternoon, wondered if you fancied takin my seed?”
“Sure, come on over around 1pm!”
“Got an idea, wanna be prepped with a tooth brush, take my load the proper way…”
“Erm, ok… why not!”
And the scene was set!
I douched, showered and at 1pm was lying on my bed, the front door unlocked, and my hole clean, and not lubed up. The guy walked in – and I’m telling you now he’s fit as fuck! 28 years old, 5’11” tall, about 160lbs, slim, a nice hairy bush which is well maintained, a smooth body with a slightest amount of hair inbetween his pecks. He’s got black hair, dark piercing eyes, clean-shaven, and the most beautiful 7.5” uncut cock. As a package, he gets top marks from me!
He walked in to my room, stripped off and we explained pleasantries. I took his cock in my mouth and sucked him good and hard, making him throb in no time. He picked up the toothbrush I’d left on the side for him, and took it down to my arse, and slipped it in to me. It hurt, so I took a hit on my poppers and sucked them in deep. I soon got into the swing of it, and the scratching sensation of the bristles inside me, actually became quite pleasing. After he’d abused me good with the brush, he pulled the brush out and showed it to me, the bristles were a lovely bright pinkish red colour – the damage inside me done, it was time for the next step.
He lined his cock up at me and hesitated.
“Are you sure you’re ok doing this!?” he asked
“Of course…” I replied, “I’ve taken over 260 loads this year so far in sauna’s, sex clubs, orgies and parties etc, and I KNOW that some of them have been poz, some of the poz ones even had PA’s on them… so this is no different…”
This seemed enough to set his moment of self-consciousness to one side, and he slipped his cock into me. My arse had tightened up with the abuse it had taken from the brush, so I took a couple more big deep hits on my poppers, and worked my arse backwards, as he pushed his cock forwards the two forces meeting in the middle and “POP” my arse gave way and his cock slid into my arse right up to his balls. It felt out of this world.
He continued to fuck me, as I continued to take hits from the poppers. The darkness of my room (the curtains were drawn despite it being sunny outside), the lust of the poppers and the excitement and nervousness of taking him in me like this was driving me mad with lust. I pushed back onto his dick each time his thrusts drove him into me.
I was up on all fours, looking back over my shoulders into his eyes, which were alive with animal like lust, and my left hand was cupped behind his back pulling him deeper into me. Then he pushed me flat onto the bed, and pushed my legs open with his knees, before he slammed his entire body weight into me, driving his throbbing cock farther into me than it had ever been. It was out of this world. Incredible. Beautiful. By far one of the best fuck’s I’ve ever had in a long while.
After about 20 mins of raping and pillaging my arse, he finally reached the point of no return. He picked me up so we were doggy style again, and had me spin around onto my back, my legs now in his hands and held open. I pumped furiously on my cock as he continued to ram his dick into my specially prepared hole. We were looking into each other’s eyes, and I could tell by his expression he was on the edge.
“Fuck yeah, breed me” I hissed at him…
“oh god, oh god…” he groaned and moaned.
“Come on…. Give it to me! Give it to m…”
“Oh fuck yeah!!!…Here it comes…!”
And then he collapsed into me, his load deposited in my hole, and the rest of the story in the hands of luck and fate.
He spun me over, keeping his dick in me, so I was back in doggy style and then he started fucking me again, letting spunk dribble from me, before packing it back in with his still hard cock, ensuring not only were my innards coated in his seed, but the passage way from the outside world into the dark depths of my arse were also getting their fair share of his toxic seed.
When he was completely soft, he pulled out, cleaned his cock, and then dressed. I threw on a tee and some slacks before joining him downstairs. I could feel his seed in me, slowly dribbling from my well-abused hole, and I could almost feel a tingling sensation as it was absorbed into my blood stream. Daft I know, and I must have just been imagining it. But it felt real enough.
We said goodbye, and promised to hook up soon enough.
I know this was an incredible risk, however I see it as a natural progression of my barebacking. Four years ago I would have only fantasised about going to a sauna or sex club and having sex with 30+ guys without a condom. Now it’s an almost every week occurrence. So the journey of self-exploration continues, so the adventures that come with bareback sex go on. Each step of the trip is well thought out. I know it may seem to some that this is pure reckless-ness at it’s finest. But I’ve thought long and hard about taking this step. Many sleepless nights have been had, contemplating the thin line between fantasy, and reality. Deliberating over the consequences of my actions, both immediate and long term. As with bareback in general, I come to the conclusion that I am quite content with the risks, and that the risks are sitting well within what I personally deem acceptable.
My only question, which I couldn’t answer prior to the step being, if I do this and I enjoy it, once it becomes “normalised” as it invariably will, what next? Where do I go from there? The answers remain to be found.
Jul 1, 2009
Horrendously Horny In Heat Wave Britain
Of course, things don’t always go right, and invariably, just when one thing great happens, a couple other bad things crop up to piss on ones fireworks. In my case, the sunshine is making me exceptionally rampant and horny, like, I need cock, all the time.
The negatives is that my phone company have finally had enough of me being broke and have pulled the plug on my contract, leaving me unable to actually arrange any fucks! Worse yet, due to other financial issues (namely around $40,000 of debt!) I’m unable to get another contract SIM card for the time being, and it looks set to be that way until at least the end of this week. So if any of the many guys who have been texting me looking for a fuck are reading this – I’m sorry lads, I’m not ignoring you, I just cant reply to your texts or ring you. You’ll need to call me!
Typical really, heat to make you horny, and then no method of contacting guys to relieve the horniness! To make it worse, as I’ve said a couple of times before I can only get access to the net at local net cafes and libraries, so I cant even get onto gaydar.co.uk or BBRT to find some cock to ride. Hey Ho! It means that when I do get reconnected I’m going to have to really work hard to catch up for this period of “downtime”.
It’s not all gloom and doom though. I hooked up with an old trick of mine on Sunday night, purely by chance in the local gay bar. He emigrated to the USA a couple of years ago, to Fort Lauderdale to be precise, and had returned to the UK when the firm he worked for laid him off. We had a few cold ones, then he came back to mine afterwards and fucked the hell out of my hole from 1am until the sun rose at 4.30am! He’s same age as me, about 36” waist, 50” chest, quite broad shouldered and very strong, he took great pleasure in using and abusing me, throwing me around the room into various positions, banging the hell out of my hole, before eventually dumping a couple of huge loads deep into my cunt. We swapped mobile numbers and said we’d meet up again soon.
On Monday night I was back in the bar at around mid afternoon – well, in the absence of cock in this heat, the next best thing is to drink cold beers with great company – and I was surprised when the guy I’d met cruising the other week walked in. He joined our group, we had many more beers, and then at about 2am we walked back to mine, where he again had his wicked way with me. He came in me about 3 times, and then stayed the night. I think he’s secretly taken quite a likening to me, as he’s kinda hinted a few times about it being more than just casual sex. He’s a nice lad and all, and into the same things as me, but I don’t know if I’m ready for a serious relationship right now, I enjoy slutting it around too much! He he. We’ll see. He’s joining the Navy in a week’s time, so his view may change when he heads off to HMS Raleigh and gets into the swing of things. I’ve already said that when he passes out he has to come back to here and fuck me raw whilst wearing his Navy uniform. Hello Sailor!!!
So I’ve at least had a couple of cocks in my hole this week, it’s just annoying not being able to pick up the dog and bone to arrange a group fuck etc. I’ve had a couple of messages from guys who got my number from my various online profiles, so I cant wait to get in touch with them and arrange for them to load me up. I’ll of course share more details about those when they happen.
I’ve also got to tell you about the trip I had to the Steam Complex sauna a couple of weeks ago, it’s pretty much the same as all the other visits…blindfolded in the sling, various guys just fucking my hole raw and loading me up. A couple of suspected poz breeders unloading in me and saying things that make me suspect their loads were charged. The usual fair really.
That’s where we’re up to. I still need to go back up north for another HIV test to see if any of my antics have got me pozzed up. I’ll report back on that as and when it happens. I’ve also got a small video on my phone from a poz mate who filmed himself pushing his poz load into my smooth arse. It’s a bit grainy, but when I get the opportunity I’ll see if I can upload it anywhere and share it with you guys, I’m sure you’d love to see it!
As always, keep checking back to see any updates, and I always love to hear what you guys think about my blog and what I get up to. Also, as with the toxicTWINKS blog, if you’ve got any suggestions about things you’d like me to do, let me know and I’ll see if I can act them out for you. I’m here to serve guys!
You can contact me at confessionsofabarebacksaunaslut@yahoo.co.uk
Don’t forget, you can also add me as a friend on facebook, my profile is Josh Langdale in the Leeds, UK network.
Speak soon!
Jun 25, 2009
Load Count Increased to 259!
It's been a busy few days for me here in the UK. I went to Steam on Saturday night and took around 7 loads there, on Tuesday night I went down by the river here in my home town and did a spot of cruising, and ended up getting fucked raw by 2 guys there, including one very fit mid 30's guy. Last night (Wednesday) I invited a few regular tricks over for a bit of a gang bang as it'd been a very hot day (25°C) and the heat was making me crazy with lust. The guy from the river turned up, as well as a couple of my other regular tricks, and I had myself a very horny dirty foursome which saw the three tops dump 2 loads each into me.
So I'm steadily bumping up my total for the year...
Steam Complex: 7
Cruising: 2
Foursome: 6
Total New Loads Taken: 15.
Which with my previous count being at 244, means I'm now up to a whopping 259 this year.
I'm going to the Lake District this weekend to do a spot of mountaineering, one of the other major loves of my life, it'll also give me some quality time out to think about how else I can bump up my load count and get well on the way to my target of 1000 this year. I'm also very keen to get to London or Berlin before the year is out, ideally this summer, as I'm desperate for a break and a holiday.
I will naturally provide more detailed posts about the recent encounters when I have more time to allow me. Keep checking back guys, as I update the blog as often as possible. There may be a slight delay inbetween encounters happening and them being updated on here, but they will and do get shared with you, so it's worth checking back at least a couple of times a week.
As normal too, I do encourage you to leave comments, as it helps me put things into perspective and also get your feedback on things. I'm here to make you happy guys... my purpose is serving other guys.
Anyways, until next week when I return from the mountains, have a great weekend, and I'll write again shortly.
In the meanwhile, I have a profile on facebook, and would love any readers to add me as a friend on there. My name is Josh Langdale! Please send me a request and i'll accept you (if you mark the request letting me know you found me from the blog).
Ciao!
Jun 22, 2009
Outstanding Posts - Catch Up Time.
Saturday 23rd May – Cruising Skipbridge
Rocked up at the lay-by on the A59 and headed to the cruising area. The lay-by is a relic from where the road used to go, and when they diverted it, the old road formed a lay-by which now sports a green hut used as a café during the day for truckers and the like. During the night, it’s deserted, other than the likes of us dirty gay lads after a bit of no strings cock and arse fun.
I turned up at about 10pm just after sundown, and made my way to the back of the hut. I was wearing a white Adidas tee, a dark blue sports fleece, grey Adidas trackies and white sneakers. Under the trackies I was sporting a white and red jock strap and my arse was pre lubed ready for some random cock. There were a few guys milling around, checking each other out, but not a lot of action going on. I went behind the hut, dropped my trackies and bent over a fence and waited. Before long I felt a guy fingering my hole, and took a good long hit on my poppers. He took the hint, and he soon had his cock buried in me. It was about 7” long and uncut. His balls were slapping against my cheeks with each thrust, and he was loving it. The action soon caught the attention of the other cruisers, and after a while, a nice group developed and were standing around, cocks out, wanking themselves whilst encouraging the guy fucking me to dump his seed into me. He did so with a nice muffled grunt, and then pulled out and vanished into the darkness. Another guy stepped forward, and without muttering a word, stuffed his cock into me, and I felt scratching as it slid in – he was wearing a PA which I LOVE as I love the thought of them tearing up my insides ready for the load to follow. He slammed his cock into my with all he could find, and I was forced to again take a huge hit on the poppers and grit my teeth as he worked his meat into my already well abused hole following Alert the previous night.
He fucked me for around 10 mins, and again, dumped his load deep into me. The group was still there watching and wanking, and so I turned myself to offer my hole to the nearest guy, he went to put on a rubber, and thankfully, one of the other crowd stopped him and said “bareback only bud…” the guy was a bit reluctant, but peer pressure took over, and in the darkness, he slipped his 8” knob deep into my cummy sloppy hole and proceeded to fuck me good.
This continued for about an hour, and I took around 6 loads like this, one guy after the next, until I’d worked my way around the little group that had formed, and each of them had shot their seed into my smooth tight arse. My hole by this point was very sloppy, and I was loving every minute of it. It seems the more spunk I get inside me, the more I want… I’m totally insatiable.
When the group had finished, I pulled my trackies up, and went for a smoke and a wander along the lay-by which is partly set over an old stone bridge which runs over a river down below. Half way along the bridge is a little pulpit area, which juts out over the rivers, during the day used by anglers to cast their lines out. By night, it provides a great area to bend over and let guys know you want breeding. So I smoked my cig as I wandered up there, and then bent over and dropped the tracky bottoms and topped up the lust with my bottle of poppers. Gotta love those things really!
A guy approached me, and ran his finger along my arse, feeling all the spunk that was in there and slowly trickling out. He pushed me to my knees, and thrust his hard big thick cock into my mouth, and made me suck it until I gagged, and he was throbbing hard. When he was, he picked me up, bent me over, and rammed this huge tool home into me. It hurt like hell, but at the same time felt so good! I didn’t complain, instead I begged him to fuck me like the slut I am. He loved me talking dirty to him, and fucked me long and hard for around 15 mins. He was quite a strong guy, and at times was picking me clear off the ground, whilst still impaled on his cock, and bouncing me up and down like a rag doll on it. It felt great sliding in and out of my cum filled cunt. He asked if he could cum inside me, I hissed “god yeah, cum in me deep!” and he did. He started panting like a dog and then howled out loud as he blasted a load so big and powerful into me, I could feel it as it bounced off my insides and joined the other loads swimming around in there. As he pulled out, I could feel it dribble out of my hole, down my balls, and then down my legs. The last fuck of the night came from my friend who’d ran me there in his car. He’d watched from afar as I got knocked up good and proper by total strangers in the lay-by, and he now wanted a piece of my arse.
He approached me, ran his helmet through the cummy mess that was my hole, and then slipped it into me nice and slow, allowing me to savour the sensations of the full 7.5” as it went all the way in, right up to his balls. He then fucked me slow for a while, which drives me wild, then picked up the pace to an abusive rate, before calling me a grade A slut, his little cum whore, and then blew his seed into me, capping off a wonderful evening.
All in all I’d taken around 8-9 loads in my hole from total strangers. An excellent night cruising at Skipbridge Lay-by – I’ll definitely be back there before long. We drove home, and I went to bed to catch up on long overdue sleep, with all this jizz sloshing around inside my young smooth tight hole, slowly dribbling out into my boxers. Bliss.
Tuesday 26th May – Open Door Pump & Dump
I’d had a few text messages from guys I know, or rather; know of – given that I’ve never met them, they only fuck my arse bareback during anonymous sessions. It’s a whole new level of intimacy. Guys who’ve spunked deep inside my hole, but I’ve never met, and don’t know anything about. We’re friendly, but strangers. Gotta love it!
Anyway, they wanted to have an open door session. I agreed, and at around 7pm, the front door of the house was unlocked, the lights were on low, and signs were placed directing guys to my room.
”BAREBACK CUMDUMP: THIS WAY”
Upon entering my room, guys were met with a sight to behold. The lights were off, a few candles dotted around the room giving a seductive flickering glow. The curtains were drawn, the bed freshly made, and some drum & bass music on in the background. In the centre of the double bed, they found me. Freshly showered, still a bit damp, wearing a jock strap, blindfolded, my arse thrust skywards, and my pink rose bud there, smooth, tight ready for the taking.
I had a bottle of poppers pressed firmly to my nose, and I was sailing high listening to the music in painful anticipation for the cock and cum to soon be in me.
I had no idea how many guys would actually arrive, but some of them said they’d bring mates. I never expect anything when I do these things, that way I’m grateful for anything I get.
I heard them arrive, and undress near my bedroom door. The first guy pulled my cheeks apart, revealing my rosebud even more, and then he buried his tongue deep into me, driving me wild as the sensation shot up my spine, and made me gasp in pleasure. He rimmed me for a good while, whilst another 2 dicks were presented to me to suck on, which I did like a child would a lollypop. I gobbled the two strangers cocks down, and felt them swell in my mouth. The first guy was still rimming me good, and I felt two other hands keep my arse pulled open, whilst the first guy started fingering me and wanking his cock getting it hard. That meant there were 4 in the room.
Before long, the first guy put his helmet against my tight unlubed hole and began to push. I paused the sucking to take a huge hit of poppers to help loosen my arse for his cock. Without any real resistance, he managed to slide into me, and began to pound me as I lay flat on the bed on my stomach, legs open, and I resumed sucking on these two cocks.
After a while, the first guy pulled out, and the second guy slipped into me, First guy came up to have me suck on his cock, and one of the cocks I had been sucking on went down to hold my arse open to allow the camera a better view. (That’s right, there were pictures taken by them, and I’m working on getting them to send me a few so I can share with you guys!) In essence, everyone moved around one place and the action continued. The second guy was about 5” long, but very thick and it really worked my arse muscles to fit him in, the poppers helped a great deal. After a while, they rotated again. Third guy to fuck me raw was around 9” long I’d say, pretty thick, but it was the length which did it. He rammed it right into me, and I could feel it hitting my prostate… it felt fantastic! I could have cum right there and then without actually ever touching my cock, it felt that good. All too soon though, they rotated again, and the fourth guy went into me. He was about 6.5” long, average girth, but this guy had the pelvic thrust strength of a ram… he worked his cock into me with a pace that I’ve yet to experience again. I could swear that with no lube in me, the friction alone was tearing me open good and proper inside. He fucked me good, hard, deep and fast for a while and then they rotated one final time, so that number 1 was back inside me. This time it was the time for the spunk. The guys gathered around number 1, and were jacking off as he fucked me. He groaned, laughed, and then shot his load over my hole, before pushing it back in with his cock. He worked it into me good, before pulling out, and then telling number 2 to go into me and do the same. This guy fired a volley of spunk over my hole, and I could feel some of it running down my smooth hairless bollocks before he scooped it up, fingered it back into my cunt, then pushed it deep with his cock. Number 3 stepped up the plate, and this guy fucked me using all the previous spunk as lube, and he shot his spunk deep into my arse, so deep I swear it’s still up there now! He pulled out, and then number 4 slipped into me. He didn’t manage to hold out too long before he too groaned out loud and dumped his seed into the cummy mixture inside my hole. He pulled out and all 4 stood around laughing and joking. Then I heard them say:
“Ok Jim, he’s ready!”
I felt another cock slide into me, it wasn’t one of the 4 I’d just taken, there was a fifth in the room. This is why I love blindfolded sex, because you never know what’s going to happen next. Everything is a surprise.
The previous four guys stood around encouraging this anonymous 5th guy along, he didn’t say anything, and he had a cock which felt about 10” long, it probably wasn’t that big, it just felt that big, as he was giving my arse a good thorough workout. Swirling his cock in circular motions, stretching my muscles, and making sure the previous spunk was rubbed into my innards good and proper. He carried on like this for around 5 minutes, before the pace quickened. He lay flat on top of me, forcing my arms out front, holding them stationary. The four other guys took a leg each and lend them still so I couldn’t move. I was pinned down. The guy fucked me harder and harder, literally banging his entire body weight behind his knob as it slammed into my hole. He was breathing hard in my ear, not saying anything, but gasping for air as he did each thrust. I could tell he was about to cum, so I begged him to cum inside me and load me up. He just managed to growl “yeah!” nice and deeply in my ear, then he relaxed, the load was deposited nice and deep into me, and as soon as they’d arrived, they were gone. Nothing else was said; I never really heard them get dressed. They just vanished. The room was quiet other than the music, my hole was cummy and sloppy. It was great. I waited another hour but no more guys showed up, so I locked the door, and lay back on the bed and fingered my hole whilst I jacked off. It was a very successful open door pump and dump. Here’s to many more of the same!!
I’ve run out of time now in the café, so will continue my updates tomorrow. I’ve got to tell you about the Sauna last Saturday… which was Bears weekend, and saw me take a further 7 loads in my hole, including one very dirty top. Keep checking back!
Jun 8, 2009
Alert – Manchester Friday 22nd May
Jun 1, 2009
Basking in Glorious Sunshine.
In simple honesty, the weather here in the UK this past week has just been to die for, it’s been clear blue skies, upwards of 25°C all day, and warm evenings which just beg you to hold barbeques. I’ve spent the entire time with friends, at BBQ’s, chilling out, sunbathing in the central park area of the city, right near the river, drinking – generally living the high life. It’s times like these that one is grateful for being unemployed really. Sure cash is tight, but when you’ve got sunshine like this, all you need is time to enjoy it, and I’ve certainly had that.
Yesterday saw temperatures hit around the 27-28°C mark, and I spent the entire day in my friends back yard, sprawled on the freshly mown lawn, supping ice cold beers, listening to music and laughing and a joking with all my mates, their girlfriends/boyfriends generally just soaking up the rays. I’ve even picked up a really nice tan this past week, so I’m hoping that helps me get even more cock at my next visit to the sauna, which’ll probably by Bears Event at Steam Complex on 6th June. By the time the BBQ was over and I got back downtown, it felt strange to hear sirens wailing, the rush of traffic, the hustle and bustle of being downtown in any City. It’s where I live, so I’m used to it, it just felt pretty odd after spending a day out in suburbia.
BasjAnyone who knows the North of England will tell you that weather like this really is a rarity, and when it comes, you gotta grab the opportunity with both hands and make the most of it, so it’s for that reason, and that reason alone, that I’ve not yet talked in detail about Alert & Basement in Manchester, the cruising the following Saturday evening, and the open door pump and dump I held a few days later. I promise you though, the updates will come, and they’ll come soon – alas the forecast is that the sun is set to stay for the next 2-3 days, then we’re back to typical English summer weather – rain, rain and more rain. Still, least the ducks will be happy.
May 28, 2009
Bumping up the batting average... 244 loads taken!
I got back home at around 11am on Saturday, and slept all day, then Saturday night I ended hookin up with a guy who’s done me a few times, and who enjoys whoring me out in cruising and dogging grounds whilst I’m blindfolded. We went to a local cruising ground and I ended up getting pounded there by a whole load of guys. To top it all off, on Tuesday night I hosted another Open Door Pump & Dump session and took yet more fresh cock and cum in my hole.
I tried to keep count of all the loads I took, and the numbers look something like this.
Alert: 19
Basement: 9
Cruising Ground: 8
Pump & Dump: 5
That’s gives a total for the long weekend of 41, which brings my cumulative total for 09 so far to around 244…
I’ve decided to take a couple of days off getting ploughed after the weekend, not because I’m bored or anything, but because my arse muscles are now so abused, I’m actually having trouble doing the business. The toilet business that is. In short, I’m struggling to shit. My muscles are so fucked. I’ve decided to take a few days out, and work on my arse exercises to tighten them all back up again, and I hope to be back to normal business by this weekend.
Alert and Basement were fucking awesome. I’ve never been to Alert before and it was a sure eye opener. The sort of bar that a small town boy like me dreams of and jacks off over. I’ll go into more detail when I write up my full review of the place, but as a taster here’s a synopsis.
Based over two floors, decked out with cargo a net, leather and metal beams, the place was rammed with around 200-300 lads in there, from all ages, 18 up to about 65+. Dress code is strictly enforced there, but most guys had on leather, rubber, and military outfits or were dressed up as what we in the UK call Chavs. I don’t know what the American version would be called; perhaps someone could enlighten me?
Anyways, the dark rooms, toilets and just about any other dark nook and cranny was filled with lads fucking, sucking, rimming. There was piss fun going on, and the floors were awash with various bodily fluids. Naturally for such a place, condoms didn’t even get a look in, which is great; as that’s just the sort of venue I’d hoped it would be like. It’s a total no attitude place. A truly awesome time. I’ll go into more detail about what I got up to and how the 19 loads came about in my next posting as unfortunately time is against me at the moment. The joys of not having Internet access at home right now. Watch this space for the updates on all these recent events…
Return of the Self-Haters?
Taking a slight tangent for a moment, I noticed that the haters have returned to the blog, and are beginning to post anti-bareback comments in response to my posts again. Those of you who are regular readers will know that I’ve had my share of problems about this in the recent past, and at one stage had to take the drastic action of making the blog readable by prior permission only. I’d hate to go back to those dark days, I find the blog works best, and I’m sure y’all agree, when it’s open to be read publicly. We’ll just have to wait and see how this recent spate of self-haters pans out. Lets hope they crawl back under the rocks they emerge from huh?
May 18, 2009
Total Loads Taken – 200 mark broken!
After the joys of Bronx Sauna, Kink in Leeds, the Sunday evening session AND the open door I held last Tuesday, my cumulative total has jumped substantially from the 158 mark at my last count.
I’ve gone through the postings I’ve made, and counted up all the loads I’ve taken, and it runs at a total of about 45 loads in just 6 days! That’s a whopping average of 7.5 a day! I guess I really do live up to my reputation as a total barebacking cum dump.
So add the recent total to the running cumulative total and I get a new result of 203. I should point out as I always do on these sorts of postings that this is purely new loads taken, if a guy comes back for seconds or even thirds, they don’t get posted in this total. So that’s 203 new fucks this year so far, and we’re only in mid May! I’m going to try and aim for the 1000 mark before the year is out. That is now my target.
Some have asked why I keep a running total. For me it’s a curiosity. For many years I would fuck around with loads of guys, never keeping tabs on how many I had. Invariably in drunken chats with mates down the local pub, the subject of how many guys we’d fucked does often crop up, and each year I could only guess at the numbers, so I decided that in 2009 I would keep a count, so that I could place a more accurate figure on it. It also serves, I feel, to let readers of my blog get a better understanding of the sort of slut that I am, and I know that it turns many of my readers and followers on to see a running total counting upwards. There are many guys, who fantasise about doing this sort of thing, and I would like to think that for those lads who would like to but dare’nt for whatever reason they have, they could live out their fantasy by reading my blog.
On a slightly connected note, I have received some emails and text messages recently from guys who felt obliged to lecture me on my sexual behaviour, or ask me why I engage in such. I had felt that I’d explained on the blog already, but clearly I hadn’t sufficiently.
For years when I was experimenting and learning the ropes as far as gay sex goes, I had fantasised about being the kind of lad who never turned down a fuck. The lad who people talked about online, who had a reputation for being the “city bicycle”, in that everyone’s had a ride. I never thought that I’d actually ever act on those desires. Thoughts and fears of safe sex were always prevalent in my mind. I rarely used condoms when I slept with guys; the reasons for this are many. Firstly I feel bareback feels far better, secondly as a top I struggle to maintain a hard on with a rubber on and as a bottom, I find that when I’m getting gang banged for hours at a time, no matter how much lube is used, rubbers begin to hurt after a while, in bareback sex, none of this matters. Thirdly, I just love the feeling of having a guy or guys unload in my hole.
Over time, I got more and more into the bareback world, watching the likes of T.I.M and HDK videos, seeing guys take load after load, and thought “I’d love to be like that… that’s what I want.” So over time, I the fantasy become normalised, and eventually I find myself doing what I do.
“What about the risks?” I hear some of you cry. Well sure, bareback sex with multiple partners is indeed an increased risk, and as a bottom, it’s just about the riskiest thing you can do sex wise. However I accept those risks. I did plenty of research, studied the evidence, spoke to guys I know who had caught any one of a number of diseases through unprotected sex, and came to my own, educated conclusions. The possible consequences to me are worth the risk. After all, I’ve now been doing it exclusively bareback for around 4 years, and haven’t yet caught as much as a common cold from any of the guys I’ve been with. No STI’s, no diseases… I get tested regularly at the local GUM clinic, and each time, go through a routine of preparing myself for the positive results that will inevitably be returned… each time the results have all come back totally negative. A clean bill of health. I know that eventually, given long enough and enough guys, that I am certain to catch something. But my attitude to that is one of pre-acceptance and I am comfortable with it. After all, if one isn’t totally comfortable with the risks we take, then we shouldn’t be engaging in that sort of behaviour. It’s not just true with regards bareback sex; it’s true for everything in life. Mountaineers and Rock Climbers accept the risks they take, and are comfortable with it. If they weren’t, they shouldn’t climb. When crossing a road outside of an appointed crossing point, jay walking I believe our American brethren call it… if you aren’t happy with the gap you have, the speed of oncoming traffic and a whole host of other factors, you don’t take the risk to cross the road. You wait for the green man and WALK signal.
So in conclusion I do what I do because I enjoy it, and because I’m totally 100% comfortable with the risks and consequences of my actions. I hope that explains to people why I do it and my attitude to it. If it doesn’t… then I don’t know what else to say…. All I would ask is that, if you’re not happy with it… why are you reading the blog?
On a sleazier note, this Friday I’m hoping to travel to Manchester to check out a sex club there called ALERT. They hold an after party as the Basement Sauna, a place I’ve frequented on a number of occasions, and have has on average, a very good time there. I shall post more about that trip when it happens.
203 new creamy loads in my arse since the start of the year… that’s cool. Here’s to the next 200!
May 14, 2009
Tuesday’s Open Door Session (with pics)
Josh x
May 11, 2009
Sunday's Breeding
I waited on the bed, the front door unlocked, and totally blindfolded. My phone went. It was him. At first I thought it was going to be a “I’ve stood you up” sort of text, but it read, “Am outside. Be 2 mins…btw – am poz. That ok?”
Wow I thought. Hell yeah! I’m too horny to back out now, besides, after my sauna adventures, this is tame! I replied saying that I was ready and I wanted him now more than ever.
A few seconds after I sent the message, I heard the front door go. I took a huge hit of my poppers, and waited.
The wait as he climbed the stairs felt like a lifetime. Eventually I heard him enter, and take off his clothing. He began to rim my hole, and it felt awesome. This guy was an expert at hole rimming… his tongue, my smooth hole, and the poppers drove me into a frenzy of lust. I wanted him in me so much. I didn’t have to wait long. He leant over me, and placed his cock against my hole.
“Are you sure you want this in you?” He asked.
”Are you sure you want me to convert you?” He asked, before I’d had chance to answer his first question.
“Are you sure you want my cock in your smooth, tight, beautiful neg hole?” He asked, again, before I’d had time to process or answer his other questions.
Before I could do any of that, he slipped his cock into me and gasped as it slid straight in. I gasped as he did so. It felt great. He fucked me slow at first, then harder. I was lying on my stomach, legs open, arse in the air, and he was fucking me like a pro. I took another hit of poppers, and he then picked me up and did me doggy style.
As his cock was sliding in and out of my hole totally raw – no condom, no lube… he leant over to me and whispered in my ear.
“You’re ass is amazing, you’re a proper slut, I want to do you more and more… I want you to take my poz spunk deep in you”
I groaned, “Fuck yeah, breed me, take my neg status, I want you to convert me”.
He continued to fuck me, and after 20 mins he pulled out, blasted a huge load of spunk over my arse, then slipped his cock right back in, pushing his poz spunk back in with him. It felt so right.
I had no regrets, no worries, and no concerns. At that moment in time, it just felt fantastic. The ultimate act of hedonism. He pulled out, and began to finger my smooth sloppy hole, slipping 1, then 2, then and 3 then 4 fingers into me, massaging his juices into my innards. He scooped the seed from the outside, and packed it into my hole, and would then repeat, 1, then 2 then 3 then 4 fingers inside me. I was in my element. He finally stopped, thanked me for an amazing time, and started to get dressed. He told me I could remove my blindfold, so I did and looked at him.
He was 5’11” tall, slim, smooth body, quite toned, lovely bum and cock, wearing an Aussie Bum pair of boxers. Black hair, clean-shaven, very very cute. Holy fuck, I thought… he’s beautiful! He smiled, obviously reading my expression.
“Nice ass,” he complimented, “I’ll definitely have to go in there again soon! You’re a fucking great bottom!”
“Thanks,” I said, “you’re a fucking great top too! I definitely want more of the same!”
He finally left, and whilst I was lying there enjoying the time, my housemate walked in, asked if I wanted his cock in me – I was reluctant as he normally only does me raw cos he knows, he says, what a slut I am… anyway, this time he mounted me, and slipped into me. It felt different, as if it was raw, but I didn’t want to say anything for fear of putting him off.
After a while he said, “I’m in you raw!” I groaned, and responded, “Really, cool…” then took another hit of poppers.
”It feels so good!” he said, “I can see why the others all do you raw now… take my spunk”
And with that he picked up the pace, before blasting his huge load deep into my hole. He pulled out, and left before I had chance to react.
I rolled over, felt my hole, and it was lovely and cummy. There’s no feeling like it. Smooth, tight hole, filled with spunk and covered in man juice. Fucking great. I savoured the moment, and jacked off, shooting a huge load of seed over my chest.
So that’s a really good weekend of raw fuck for me… for once in a while I feel very satisfied, for the time being… I’m organising an open door at my place this Tuesday though, for anyone who wants to come and breed me… they’re welcome to!
More on that tomorrow though.... i guess now i need to work out how and when to get back up north for another test... see if my visitor really did convert me....